You want God to tell you something is true so you’ll really know it’s true, but you know that even if He tells you you won’t entirely believe Him.
“Allowed to cast themselves for great tragic roles, they were experiencing the exhilaration felt by great tragic actors. It was not lack of control, lack of taste, lack of knowledge that accounted for permission of what was not permitted in the West. Rather was it the reverse. Our people could not have handled patients full of the dangerous thoughts of death and love; these people had such resources that they did not need to empty their patients of such freight.”
Rebecca West | Black Lamb and Grey Falcon