You want God to tell you something is true so you’ll really know it’s true, but you know that even if He tells you you won’t entirely believe Him.
“I would like to bring to people something like happiness. I would like to discover a method so that if I want it to rain, it will start right away to rain. If one of my friends is ill, I’d like to play a certain song and he will be cured; when he’d be broke, I’d bring out a different song and immediately he’d receive all the money he needed.”
John Coltrane