I did not want to be anything, and naturally I did not want to turn myself into a mere profession: all I ever wanted was to be myself.
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I did not want to be anything, and naturally I did not want to turn myself into a mere profession: all I ever wanted was to be myself.
“The car radio, tuned to KFWB, was playing the Doors’ “People Are Strange (When You’re a Stranger)” as she injected herself into the slow lane of the eastbound freeway and settled in, hating to let any of it go, Banning, the dinosaurs, the Palm Springs turnoff, Indio, across the Mojave, to be redreamed in colors pale but intense, with unnaturally fine sand blowing in plumes across the sun, baby-blue shadows in the folds of the dunes, a pinkish sky — holding on, letting go, redreaming each night stop the less easterly places she’d been in all day, coming slowly unstuck, leaving for the United States, trying not to get emotional but still hanging on the rearview mirror’s single tale of recedings and vanishing points as we hang on looks our lovers give.”
Thomas Pynchon | Vineland