If I lose, it was rigged
I’m the man if I win
Before settlin’ on a narrative, I took ’em all for a spin
“And with every step I took it became more impossible for me to turn back. And my mind was empty — or it was as though my mind had become one enormous, anaesthetized wound. I thought only, One day I’ll weep for this. One of these days I’ll start to cry.“
James Baldwin | Giovanni’s Room